Happy Valentine Day

Another year of Valentine day is here. Time flies.. all the things change but only 1 thing that didnt change is I'm still celebrating Valentine day ALONE.. with no love one with me.

Seeing friends having their love one with them some times did make me sour abit. but also happy for them as they have found someone who they really love.

Maybe is my problem, i have no feeling for the guys around me. whahaha..

Either i dunno them well or i know them too well.

Or i have too little guys friend. hahaha.. anyone wanna intro!? hahahah

As festival coming... i know... exam is coming... and i also know... we are PARTING!!!

I feel kinda sad... cause friend i know... wont have much time to meet out like now as we almost everyday see each other. But i know... i needa grow up!!!

不舍得。但是，我还是要长大！

Time to learn how to let go.

Well, memories coming back and i'm quite amaze of my 自欺欺人's skill. How i try not to face that i dont know how to let go.

I'm afraid to let go. I'm afraid of changes. I'm scare that i cannot get use to it.
but i know when no matter how you bluff yourself, at the end... i still have to let it go off my hand.

Friends & Family.... those are the things i doesn't want to leave. but... i know. i have to learn.

Time to let go.

我必须放手了！

加油吧。我美丽的人生。